MIND HEART BODY

Hey dolls 

The last weeks especially my birthday was very important to my present and future.

 

I never thought that letting go could be so easy and hard on the same time.

Some years ago I set up a plan.

I was sure to get my bachlor degree in economics.

Getting a well paid job and buying me all the things I ever dreamed of.

After one year of studying I had to realize that-  that's s not what I wanted to do. 

I defined myself through my job and bachlor because. I never felt special, but through the reactions from people I felt more important.

The closer I got to finally reach goal I had to realize that it ain't making me happy. I forced myself to be something I'm not. 

We like to separate the mental construction from our heart- for a long time I belived that they don't need each other but my body, mind and soul thought me differently. 

On my bday some weeks ago I had dinner with two very important family members - they listened, when I cried and talked about how I feel all the pressure the job and about me failing. 

But they understood and gave me the feeling that if we fell decisions which have an importance to our path our heart has to be with it. 

"Breaking up" my bachlor doesn't mean failing or loosing a year of university. It thought me that letting go can let you win  something you never had before. A part which brings you closer to who you are.

Love LYA 

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WE ALL KNOW THIS F**** WORD!

Hi starlets and lovers

We all know this F*** word which doesn't mean a bad thing in every case.
When I saw the HAUTE COUTURE show of ZUHAIR MURAD it literally blew me away.

I loved them all!
The F*** word I would use for this show wouldn't rather be FANCY but FABULOUS.

Here some of my FAVOURITS.

(All rights belong to zuhair murad)

YEEZY DEBUT

Hi y'all

have you ever seen this kind of fashion show?
Kanye showed us a new modern and also different way of runway.

I must say... its different to everything I saw. For me it illustrates the new way of modernity. It seems to be cold and tired but once you look at it in a different kind of light the throught personality can be seen.

I don't know if this has been his idea behind it. Thats how I understood.

See the full collection in this Video:

Let me  know what you think about it.

Love, Leila


source:pictures: weheartit.com / video: youtube

HEROS AND THEIR WEAKNESSES

We all know there are moments on which we  have to realize that if we don't do something now it will probably be too late. We are all waiting for that one moment which is changing our mind.  The moment you wake up. With positive energy, lots of motivation, dynamically and you know today I'm going to reach all my daily goals like: going to the gym, eating healthy, cleaning the apartment and studying for University or trying to be the best version of myself while I'm working. 

But the Morning I get up :I'm not motivated, I'm not going to the gym, I'm not eating healthy and I'm not doing things for my university.

I always thought it's it's all about waiting for this click to happen. This click which makes you feel like you can make it. 

In life it's about trusting yourself.

What we never should forget it's not only to think who we are; or who we want to become. ITS all about feeling it. Feeling who you are, feeling that you are already the best version of yourself. 

The moment you fall in love with your soul, with your spirit and you start to trust in your talents, possibilities and chances. You set yourself free - free from bringing yourself down. 

Self - love/trust is not a moment thing. Its always there. You just have to open your heart - open your heart for yourself.

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COMFORTZONE AND ITS REALITY.

It is said that if we want to achieve something we have to go out of our comfort zone - but as I see it, the real challenge isn't to go out of it. The challenge is to deal with all the emotions and old memories which come up.

What I experienced was that as soon as I did something which was really different from what I usually did, it started to fulfill me with positive energy. However, at the same time it became somewhat difficult to reach my goals because there were so many upcoming thoughts.

I started to question myself instead of believing and trusting myself.

That was actually the most major bit, I stopped believing in myself because I was questioning:

What if it's not meant to be? 

What if it's not what I had to do? 

Why is it so hard?

All this are questions which come up and have to be dealt with. Well, I for one know that we have to, or specifically I have to deal with them in a healthy way. That means these questions can be used to push me forward. Maybe it’s like this quote: "The moment when you decide to quit is actually the moment were great things are going to happen"

I'm sure that's s right to a certain point, but when exactly do you know that you were able to quit? When do you know it?

I'm a young lady which actually knows exactly what she wants. I know where I want to go but sometimes it is hard to be disciplined which means to deal and fight against my fears day by. It sometimes feels like I go one step forward and two back I while I really want to make it, really want to reach my goals but the efforts I'm making seem to not be sufficient. I'm really criticizing myself for not being able to do more than I could.

The only chance to succeed is to be patient, to be organized and to never forget, that if you really want something you're able to reach it. We're living in a world where nothing is impossible and where nothing is limited. We are full of life and so is the world. It's up to us to integrate all this beauty and all this magic into our bodies, souls and minds. By that, we will be able to actually reach our goals without any doubts.

Wish y'all a happy "sun" day.

Leila Rose

START

Hi darling

Right now it's a very intense time for me. I'm learning much about me and through others and I get inspired by many people and I really want to share with you what inspires me and what effect it has to me.

Well first of all I have to tell you that, I have been suffering under not "loving- myself" issues I have always seen myself as a victim in a way and also I couldn't accept myself the way I am. I have been scared of things which didn't happen yet and I really wanted to change that. 

Regarding my future I know how important it is to create my personal  idol. 

If I love myself and see myself as my personal Idol I will be successful in whatever I do and even if I don't reach a goal I were thinking I had to -  all those challanges actually are lessons.

It doesn't mean that I'm not successful, that I'm not self loving, it just means that sometimes things happen to us and we have to deal with them so that they bring us to a different point of view of things we fear the most. 

Quote: "the things we fear the most already happend to us".

That's a quote I read lately and it made me reflect about my whole situation so I started to realize that it's true the fear I am having already happened to me.

 I went through a similar situation so that's why I'm scared because I don't want to go through it again.

 But I started to realize, if you learned your lesson while you were living this fear the first time it wont come again - you won't go through the same difficult time again. Because you changed, you ain't the same person you have been before, if that makes sense.  And that's the difference we have to make when we're learing our lessons. 

I could go on and on and on with these kind of talks but I really have to make a point but I promise I will get back to it and write another chapter about my thoughts I wish you all a lovely night or a lovely start today!

 Be positive and no matter how lonely you feel. No matter how big your fear is or whatever you thinking you're unable to solve - you are never alone - you are with yourself and that partner is the best you will ever gain.

Love, Leila Rose

(Today I'm in Hamburg,germany) 

COCO- KAKI - BANANA - SMOOTHIE

We all know those cold days on which you hate to get up in the morning. So what else could we need as a healthy breaky to start our day? 

For all smoothie lovers I created my special winter one! 

All you need is:

2 ripe bananas

1 kaki

2 cups of almond milk (you can use cow milk if your not vegan) 

1/2 water

2 teaspoons of cinnamon 

1 teaspoon of chia seeds

2-3 teaspoons of coconut splits

 

Blend it...

 

And here we go - enjoy and let me know if you liked it ❄️💖

Have a lovely and smoooth(ie) day!

Love, Leila Rose